December 2008
9 posts
I'm a badass, tell me I'm a badass
I love Mindless Self Indulgence with an unhealthy passion. Jimmy Urine is my hero.
I’m going to go downtown tonight to get my monroe done :D I’m excited. and scared at the same time. but mostly excited.
woot woot. things are going fine I guess, on the outside world. I’m still slightly worried about this whole job thing…but…you know. yeah.
anyways.
teeteeeffenn.
interesting.
so this is the first time i’ve ever gone with the whole “get to know the person” strategy before. im actually quite excited about it. cause im proud of myself. even though the only reason i’m doing it is because he makes me nervous as a loaded heroin dealer in the middle of a police station. i have no idea why i chose such a simile to describe that but hey, i got my point...
ba ba ba ba ba ba.
bluuue mooooooon, you saw me standing aloooonnnee without a dream in my heaaaaart, without a love of my oOOOWWWWnnnn. hah. teehee. ho ho. anyways, i love run dmc. and i love downtown austin. and i love sitting. and i also love life. it’s pretty sweet now that i’ve adapted this whole like…”fuck it” attitude. lately i’ve been able to just say fuck it to a lot of...
Side effects.
may cause dizziness, shortness of breath, hot flashes, loss of words, anxious feelings and butterflies.
you should really wear a warning label, sir.
It's your finger, and how I'm wrapped around it.
“The lotus-blossom cowers Under the sun’s bright beams; Her forehead drooping for hours, She waits for the night amog dreams. The moon, he is her lover, He wakes her with his gaze; To him alone she uncovers The fair flower of her face. She glows and grows more radiant, And gazes mutely above; Breathing and weeping and trembling With love- and the pain of love.” -“The...
Just a Phase
So I found one of my old school notebooks. And I wrote some pretty deep shit. I figured I’d type it up on here. cause I like it. and I’ve got some time to kill before work.
February 8th, 2008 I should have kept my mouth shut…or wait…maybe I didn’t want to? no, no, yes i did. oh i don’t know. all i know is that this is a problem. i think about it and i think...
I was hoping I could tell you this with two feet...
In the chilly hours and minutes of uncertainty, I long to be in the warm hold of your love and mind. To feel you all around and to take your hand along the sand, I may as well try and catch the wind. When sun down pales the sky, I wanna hide away behind your smile. Everywhere I look, your eyes I’d find. For me to love you now, would be the sweetest thing. Would make me sing. But I may as...
Breeeeeeeeeebrebreeee
Life r00lz.
this picture makes my insides tingle like when your foot falls asleep and it gets that weird pins and needles feeling. i love him so fucking much. <3
Yay I'm 18.
My birthday was this past thursday! Woooo. Being 18 rules so far. my job is cool. my friends are great. my aunt finally got emily. everything is going awesome. for the most part. i would call that my outershell of life. the innards are obviously still fucked. just as they always will be. what do you do when something you want is morally out of bounds? i mean shit. it’s so ridiculous of me...